June 25, 2016; updated July 19, 2016
In the post, “Can Buddhist Meditation be Dangerous?” in the Section “Myths or Realities“, I discussed some possible effects of meditation, both in conventional and in true Buddhist meditations. Here I will focus on just Buddhist meditation, and explain the physical and mental changes that one may experience. However, this does not mean everyone will experience these; these symptoms cannot be generalized, and some may not even feel them.
1. It is possible that one may encounter some soothing physical sensations first and then even some discomforts, when one starts seriously cleansing one’s mind. I did not want to discuss this topic until I had enough background material to explain the origins of such effects.
- Some people may feel such first experiences to be not bad at all, and even get attached to them. I believe that what is known in Hinduism as “kundalini awakening” is also a manifestation of this effect. Those are supposed to be encountered in anariya meditation techniques, where one stops the cleansing process at this stage. It is the goal of most of those non-Buddhist meditators.
- Such effects could also be experienced in genuine Buddhist meditation. Then, they may even turn a bit painful before it gets better. In order to go through such stages and to end up with genuine tranquility, one needs to comprehend anicca, dukkha, anatta, and proceed further.
- Before reading this post, it is advisable to first read the introductory post, “Can Buddhist Meditation be Dangerous?“, because some body sensations encountered in early stages of meditation are discussed in that post.
2. Fully understanding the current post requires some background material on the concept of gandhabba; Click to hear pronunciation:
- There are many posts at the site that explain various aspects of the gandhabba; see the sections “Gandhabba (Manomaya Kaya)“, “The Grand Unified Theory of Dhamma“, and “Udayavaya Ñāna“.
- While it is not necessary to learn about the gandhabba to attain Nibbana, if one needs to understand the mechanisms underlying these “meditation experiences”, it is the bridge between mind and the physical body. In any case, it is good to know about these possible effects (more of which are discussed below), so that if one gets to experience them, one would not be perplexed.
3. The gandhabba has a very fine body which is really an invisible blueprint of the physical body. And that fine body is the one that controls the heavy physical body according to the commands from the mind, which is also located in the gandhabba (at the hadaya vatthu).
- The best way to visualize this is to imagine the gandhabba as a fine mesh that overlaps the physical body; its fine body has all the parts of the physical body, and is able to move any part that it wishes to move. For example, when the gandhabba moves its fine arm, the physical arm moves with it.
- This is how we control our physical bodies. Of course, there are more details with the brain acting out as an intermediary; see, “Brain – Interface between Mind and Body“.
- For example, most of the energy to move the heavy body parts comes from the food that we eat. gandhabba just sends the “control signals”.
4. The nervous system of the physical body overlaps the fine nervous system of the gandhabba, and tries to maintain that overlap all the time. If one sits down cross-legged, for example, the nervous system of the physical body may shift from that of the gandhabba. Then the physical nervous system will try to adjust for that shift, pulling the attached muscles with it.
- That is why it could become uncomfortable, especially for those who are not used to sit cross-legged (when one gets used to it, the physical system will learn to adjust quickly).
- Therefore, this effect does not give an indication of a progress in the meditation program. Significant effects are discussed below.
5. Our thoughts (i.e., the cittaja kaya) can influence the fine body (utuja kaya) of the gandhabba. In fact, the utuja kaya arises out of suddhashtaka produced by the cittaja kaya and the kammaja kaya.
- Thus the fine body of the gandhabba can be affected by two methods: by the kammaja kaya (i.e. by kamma vipaka) AND by the cittaja kaya or according to how we think.
- The first effect can bring about aches and pains in the physical body due to kamma vipaka (by shifting the gandhabba‘s body to out-of- balance in a short time, so we can feel the shift). These are mostly experienced as we get old (e.g., chronic back pains) and are of course not due to meditation. Some of these may get better with meditation.
6. In addition to the shifts caused by kamma vipaka, we can change the equilibrium position of the gandhabba‘s fine nervous system with consistent thoughts over long periods of time. For example, if we think hateful thoughts a lot, the nervous system of the gandhabba may twist in a certain way; if we think mostly greedy thoughts, it may shift in a different way.
- Thus, as we think defiled thoughts and act on them on a regular basis, it leads to gradual twisting of nerve bundles in the gandhabba, and physical muscles also get twisted accordingly. Since it is a gradual process compared to the first effect, we do not normally feel it (until we get old).
- However, when we start cleansing our minds the fine body of the gandhabba tries to come back to its equilibrium position. During a good meditation session, this can happen fairly quickly and that when one starts feeling such nerve (and muscle) movements. We are basically trying to “undo” those twists in nerve bundles that occurred over years and years.
- This is why this effect is much less in young children. Their nerves have not yet being shifted too much.
7. Thus the second effect has its origins in our thoughts. Normally such effects occur above the waist, along the spine, neck, and in the head. This is related to the fact nerve bundles propagate through the spine and also there are cranial nerves in the brain. Thus Kundalini awakening is an example of this category.
- This effect is experienced by different meditators somewhat differently. But the dominant feature is the “pressure waves” that arise above the waist, and normally located around the spine, neck, throat, and the head. These have been attributed to energy centers or “chakras” in Kundalini awakening; see, “Kundalini“.
- That is why they say that the kundalini energy is “uncoiled” (or “awakened”) during meditation. But this is nothing more than the out-of-balance nervous systems coming back to the equilibrium position. In anariya meditations there is not much further cleansing possible, because in order to proceed further, one needs to comprehend the anicca nature of this world.
8. In Buddhist or Ariya meditations, one should start contemplating on the anicca nature when one starts any type of body sensations. Any type of body sensations means the mind is beginning to affect the body, and that one has made progress in the cleansing process. Of course those Hindu yogis who got to this stage had prevented from immoral acts and suppressed such thoughts, and thus had gained a tranquility of mind at least temporarily.
- But if one does not cleanse one’s mind in a permanent way, with the comprehension of the true nature of this world (anicca, dukkha, anatta), such corrections are temporary and can go right back to the twisted positions. Thus such effects can be re-experienced in varying degrees.
9. When one starts comprehending the anicca nature, this “unwinding process” can accelerate (and the body sensations too), and this is when one may even start feeling significant discomfort or even mild pain.
- If the body is really “out-of-alignment”, the realignment process can lead to different types sensations; some may be mild, but some could be even a bit painful.
10. Many people experience sweating, which is definitely part of the “cleansing process”. Our defiled thoughts lead to the generation of “impurities” in various body sites. The pure citta generated in meditation can burn them and the body will get rid of the waste via sweat too. Thus sweating is also possible during a good meditation session (in the early stages of progress; of course all these go away eventually).
- Another related symptom is becoming thirsty during a good session; mouth can get dry. It is good to keep a glass of water close-by if that is the case.
- By the way, one can move around even while in a jhana. In fact, when one cultivates the jhana, one can open eyes and not be bothered by it. I can confirm that. In fact, those who have abhinna powers are said to be able to do regular work while using abhinna powers.
- For example, a famous story in the Tipitaka describes how Ven. Chullapanthaka had created thousand copies of himself with abhinna powers and how they were all sweeping the temple premises.
11. Here is another experience that I have heard people described according to my teacher Thero’s recorded desanas:
- “Something propagated from the neck area to the top of the head and stayed there during the session. This happened during subsequent sessions too”. Such a “propagation” is probably more like a “pressure wave”. This is another “kundalini type” effect.
- When these “pressure waves” are strong, it may be a bit painful too. But be rest assured that those effects will gradually go away as one continues when the nervous system comes back to equilibrium. However, if such sensations persist outside the mediation session it may be a good idea to go for a medical examination, since it could be due to a medical condition.
12. There is actually a way to reduce these sensations to some extent. This was suggested by my teacher Thero in a desana that I listened to. Even if one meditates with the eyes closed (as most people should do in early stages), the eye balls inside eyelids are in constant motion; they move around a lot.
- One should try to focus the eyes to the nose area. This is done sort of by one’s mind, but the eye balls then keep steady pointing towards to nose. In my case it stopped most of the sensations in the head. Eventually, of course these sensations go away, once one attains “equilibrium”. Then one can proceed even with the eyes open, but still focused towards the nose/mouth area.
- Now I do not have any of those “pressure waves” that experienced in the throat area and recently those in the head area also went away. Some of these effects had been there for the past year and half.
- By the way, I have not been able to make it past the third jhana for the past year and a half or so, even though I have been making progress (jhanas have three levels: weak, medium, and strong). Getting to the fourth Ariya jhana means one has reached the Anagami stage, where one loses desire for all sense pleasures (i.e, transcend kama loka).
13. Our thoughts or our “cittaja kaya” is the most important of the four types of “kaya” that we have. For a discussion of those four types of bodies, see, “Āhāra (Food) in Udayavaya Ñāna“, in the Section: Udayavaya Nana.
- As discussed there, our physical bodies (karaja kaya) that we value so much are there only for about 100 years, while our human bhava or human existence can possibly last many hundreds of years. The other three types of bodies of kaya that we have are kammaja kaya, cittaja kaya and utuja kaya. All three of these prevail through the whole human bhava (of course they undergo constant change); they make a “big transition” when a new bhava is grasped at the cuti-patisandhi moment).
- And it is this cittaja kaya (or basically our thought stream) that is the most important. If we use the cittaja kaya wisely we can make progress in our mundane lives as well as in pursuing Nibbana. We will discuss this in detail in the last post in on the Udayavaya Ñāna in an upcoming post.
14. The key point here is that if one starts feeling these body sensations, one has cleansed the mind to the point of being able to comprehend anicca, dukkha, anatta (or any other Dhamma concept) with more ease; see, “Buddha Dhamma – In a Chart“, and the post discussed there.
- At this stage (i.e., when feeling thirst, sweating, body sensations, etc), one is likely to be somewhere around “9. Key to Anapanasati – How to Change Habits and Character (Gathi)” in the meditation section.
- Of course it is also possible that one could have already comprehended anicca, dukkha, anatta and has attained the Sotapanna stage without any such symptoms. Each person needs to decide that for him/herself; see, “How Does One Know whether the Sotapanna Stage is Reached?“. The fundamental guide is whether one has removed those “apäyagami gathi” via cleansing the mind. The physical body may or may not give those clues that we discussed above.
- For attaining magga phala, jhanas are not necessary. Furthermore, Ariya jhanas cannot be attained without attaining at least the Sotapanna stage first; see, “11. Magga Phala and Ariya Jhanas via Cultivation of Saptha Bojjanga“.
- Mental (and associated physical) phenomena are highly personal. Thus above discussed symptoms may or may not be experienced by a particular person.