That is wonderful!
– Buddha’s teachings are seeping into you faster. One just needs to get started, and once taken hold, Dhamma will take over.
– In the old days (when I was much younger), cars used to get stalled. A bunch of people needed to give the car a “big push” to get it moving. At a certain speed, the engine will start. After that, you just drive where you want to go. It becomes so easy.
– It looks like you have reached that starting point or may be close.
By the way, your English is good too. I remember that you initially hesitated to come to the forum when you wrote emails to me. No worries! You can express yourself well.
The last sentence could be better as:
May all living beings be with the Blessings of the Buddha, Dhamma, and Sangha!
May the Blessings of the Buddha, Dhamma, and Sangha be with you on your journey!