Mahi wrote: “Happiness is an illusion for me . World doesn’t make me happy and beyond world I don’t know . Yet I am not unhappy unless ofcourse strong mental or physical vedanta arise . So what state is it ?”
I am intrigued by your comment.
– Normally, people have a hard time controlling their tendency for sensual pleasures.
– Is this something that you have experienced since childhood?
– Was there some trauma that took place in early childhood?
Of course, you don’t need to provide details if you are uncomfortable with it.