I just saw your posts. I am a bit busy these days, as I am traveling.
- I will try to respond today or tomorrow.
Sure sir. Whenever you get time!
Sir, my another following question which could be somewhat personal is, how does one reduce the attachment to one’s own body? I mean I had one experience if I am allowed to share, it was during the afternoon nap. I laid down and slept then I woke up because of my alarm but then I stayed sitting there only on bed because I was still somewhat feeling sleepy so I was debating with myself that should I again go to sleep or not and then I decided to again take a nap for some more minutes and I again lied back down. What happened is that I was awake while falling asleep and i realized that I felt asleep. I could literally see my surrounding wall, the bed I was lying on and during all this time I was in my body only. I felt like I messed up and shouldn’t have been awake while falling asleep I felt like I am trapped in my body…I was literally trapped inside my body…because I tried to wake myself up by moving my body such as hands and limbs but when I tried that I realised that they are not moving. I was trying to move my limbs like I was giving signals to move to my limbs but they were not responding. I tried to move all of the body but couldn’t. I felt I was stuck in my body and I didn’t have any thoughts. I started to panic a bit but I felt I couldn’t even panic so I tried to say something and then after saying some words I felt unconscious and then after some moments I woke up and realised that I slept very deep at that moment!
Another related experience, this experience also happened when I slept after waking up but in the morning. This happened yesterday only actually. I woke up in the morning, did some study on my laptop and did exercise and stuff and then went to sleep again because I was getting drowsy during study so thought of taking quick nap. So I laid down on my bed and then I was in dream where I was in my house only. But suddenly I realised that I am in dream and the moment I realised that I am in dream i started falling asleep in my dream and in my dream itself immediately, I tried to prevent myself from falling asleep and thought what should I do so I couldn’t come up with anything so I just tried to choke myself thinking that this time I will explore surroundings without going back but I failed and felt asleep then and there in my dream and immediately afterwards I woke up and got up on bed. Its like when I dream i realise that I am in a dream. Many times I realised that I am in my dream during dream itself. So what is happening am I progressing or is it the opposite sir? Or I am just wasting my time about these things and should dismiss them as not worthwhile things to give time for? What do you think respected lal sir? Or should I ask this question on personal experience section?
