I was confusing Nibbana as No Self and Annihilation without even realising it!
I was mistaken by what the bhikkus were trying to communicate maybe.
This is the reason I was and am experiencing fear. It’s like focusing on Asanna state maybe.
I now feel my mistake. What should I do now? This fear arises again as I have been practicing it for long, so this feeling of no self comes again and again.
It was like “I am nothing?” Or “I don’t exist” etc.
What is the cure for this sir?