Sorry if I look like Im repeating myself, I already mentioned I grew up in western society, but I want to explain that I was Not well read on specifically Buddhism or Dhamma before this so it’s been just a few weeks of trying to make sense of my sudden experience of more clarity to myself and others.
So I still experience occasional thoughts of disbelief and have to be very mindful to identify and not slip into for example vain talking. Or teaching the wrong dhamma, which I was/(am?) afraid that I did after the vipassana retreat, ascribing my increased clarity to it and teaching the method of breath meditation and body scan.
I have since sent messages to most people I talked to about the retreat to update them on my view of vipassana as taught by Goenka as an incomplete method. I hope I didn’t do irreversible damage. I suffered severe anxiety when realizing the possible repercussions of teaching the wrong dhamma.