Hello Lal,
thanks for your open words! I see that we share some experience on the path.
As I have to maintain wordly things my mind gets distracted every day again. I have the feeling that the contemplation goes not so deep when I have to sort out daily issues first. Of course my mind is already calmer compared to e.g. 6 months before.
Also I realized that I want results on the path too fast. That is a gathi and may go away as I proceed…