Thank you Yash RS, this made me see it in a new light and I should not call it sila. You’re right that it’s not immoral in that sense. I think I just want to focus my time More on dhamma.
And then, for a while, I had the wrong view that it could therefore be wrong to do something else (like cooking). A better word might be that it feels unfruitful right now.But as I said, now I’m open for that feeling to change so when I feel like it I will (and have) cooked.
And do not worry, my body feels fine and I take care of it. Still attached to this life.
Im appreciating all your answers as it gives me opportunity to develop my understanding.
